Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah...
I would like to express my gratitude to...(errrrkkkkk berprotokol la plek i ari nie..ahahaha)
Actually,I'm feel very lucky of having such a beautiful and great moment to be a best friend to all my peeps..I love my friends so damn much but people seems to be hard to love me sincerely...hmmm i'm not sure bout it..but, if that so,
i bloody don't even care about it..If u hate me,go on peeps..
but,why u hate me??what's wrong wit me??do tell me ok..clarification is needed here..
never ending internal inquiry begin..makes me dizzy mostly, rises my blood pressure, Owh great!! thanks to u!!!u make me hate u even more than u people could imagine oqey!!!CONGRATS!!!!!!!
Well sometimes, i tend to give up in making new friends,refuse to build a friendship,avoid from getting close wit people coz i don't want them to hurt me (as the scars in my heart shown right now..lotof people have hurt me so damn..a lot...)
Honestly,I dunno how to make friend..i guess u face this situation too..
Technically, friendship is rise naturally..Begin wit a lil self-disclose and get to know each other and lil conversation, a "friend badge" will be on ur chest..Simple!!!(snapping fingers)
But, what i'm trying to stress in here is about the quality friend. not quantity.. I don't care how many friends that you guys have out there but can you even count the real,best,awesome and loyal friend that u have??hahahaha..still counting???yeah!!!u got it..that's the thing~~
You know,I really particular in choosing friend.. In present i have,i admit that it's hard to 4me find such a great friend who really could lend their shoulder for my head, could bring me to their arms and hug me during my bad day, lend their ear to listen and understand my feelings and really can move on with me side by side no matter what happen.. Since i was in college and university, I still can't to have such a good friends who really cares and understand the real me..NOBODY!!!serious shit!!!
(Even though i already make me fully prepared wit a bag of sacrifaces for everybody who i really consider 'em as F.R.I.E.N.D.. You know how was that feel???d answers were
PATHETIC & SUCKS
P/s: Soooo sOrry guyz coz when it comes to the topic of friendship,I'm becoming such a super duper emotional craziness madness ever coz i've experienced a lot of bad moment wit friends along diz 4 years..so,kinda trauma and phobic wit all diz stuff..
Ok,enough wit dat..Let's take a look at another flip topic..It's all about,,,,,,,
We have a short met last Tuesday (260711). Quite an abrupt plan by her but really enjoy d time when we hangout 2gether..and she's one of my great peeps who i can consider as my BestFriendForever (BFF) as she's sO understand and would find me in terms of seeking for some comfort for her life..i love to comfort people..& i love people who really appreciate myself as their friend..
P/S: To Farah,sorry for the rush dear.but I hope,u r happy coz i'm happy too..long time no see so u know la khanz..xcukup msa...btw,diz 31st would be our 5science1 reuniOn at UTP Lake Garden...can't wait 2 see u guyz..can't wait 2 write all about us in d next entry..insya-Allah~~
So,here d picca dat manage to b captured even 4 d very last minute..
u'll hv d real happiness my..I'll pray 4u..no worries..
Credit 2 Farah..Nice shoot dear..tp i jd model cm hampesss skit..hahaha
Peace...yeap,i feel peace wit u..even u d 1 who really wana find d peace by askin' me out..huhu~